Tremble before my love.What grips a wounded lifesoftens against balmy touch.What withdraws from flamehardens at the scent of you.Green apples never souredso sweetly at my bite.Ripe flesh never split—refreshing juice, quenched;whittled core, so soon browned. How many futures have I slainin resurrection of my love,eager witness to brim heat,honest devotee to this restless corpse,whose first rays...
The Backness of My Eyelids
I lie in bed and cross myselffrom head to chest,
then shoulder to shoulder,then clasp my handsand shut my eyes,
and I can see nothing.
But I choose to see you there—your right hand holy,turned out for me;
my second mother, robedin white beside,a golden sunriseat her feet.
I see all thisin the blacknessof the backnessof my eyelids,
where what isand what Iwish to bemeet.
My Little Rage
My little rage, so neatly keptwithin my bedside table drawer,close to call and quick to comewhen the roaring house sleepsand leaves me, and I, alone— when lonely consciousness doffscap upon capupon my bedside table drawer,and last of all my owncheckered cap I keep,with streaks of whiteand streaks of black,flat and deformedand frayed and sour— now he comes, my little rage,upon this very hour...
To Rest in You
I did not come here to wish you good night,when all my nights are choked with vengeful thoughtsand vivid memories so cruelthey keep me wet with winter sweator steam my summer sheets,anticipating my homecoming eve. I’ve quite forgotwhat good nights might look like. Your sweet, unburdened sleepI will not sourwith foul penitence,unearned by my unresting soul,which dreams onlyto rest in you. I did...
Revelation
I am ready to be a feather in the wild wind. I am ready to be a leaf, drifting face downin a swift creek. I am ready to be the climbed treeand the fractured rock—to be the sailboat in a storm— because I’m so damn tired of being the captain. So tired of the sea questthat’s taken the morning of my life— I’ve sailed to the edge of the worldand looked over,and what I saw staring backwas terrible and...
Tonight in Haberdash
I did not come here to pick a fight with you,but I’m ready with a fair right hookto hook your nose or sand your eye,so don’t even try—don’t even try—I’ve lost to better men than you,I’ve lost and conquered better men by far,although I’d like to keep a closer hand tonight,and so I say: I did not come for war. In Haberdashthere is no lower man than I,no man to match my old fork in the eyeor the way...
Winter Tree
O winter tree,on a cold Tuesday,your whiskers bristlingat gray dawn.
I care so littlefor your green leaves lost;you, for my spirit’s frost—yet He—infinitely.
Who Lives in the Pits of the Moon?
Listen: when I was a young boy and my motheropened a pre-school so she could be near to us,so she could learn to be a teacher,to start a new life,after my oldest friend,my father,decided he couldn’t live with us anymore— when yellow Tupperware started flyingacross kitchens, and I hidunder the warm chestnut-igloodining table; when our new lifetasted bitter, and the old one,only halfway out the...
Who Answers?
Who am I that writeThis worthless little poem?Who grips the pen and taps the time,And does he tap alone? From where is he issued?And from whose guilty mirrorDoes he imperfectly reflectOn what to love, to fear? Is he immaculatelyConceived and born to ruleOver his life and will,Or a puppet and a fool? I choose to write this,Without comprehending choice;I ask these silly questions,But who answers in...
A Thousand Forests Razed
Many Sturdy Trees the Poet’s felledFor pages filled with nature’s awesome beautyAs though never before have they beheldSubject so deserving of their skillful duty They sing evenings full of linnet’s hushed wings,Clouds blowing round by wild western windAnd Golden daffodils and dappled things,April Orchard boughs in old London— On thriftless praise their time too liberal...