Human Patterns A Structured Exploration of the World, Top to Bottom

What needs to be fixed will take time. This isn't healthy anymore Payton.

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Hello you! Here is a quick scene sketch I whipped up for you this evening. Enjoy!

“It’s beautiful.”

Payton laughs.

“I mean it. Not like your other songs. It’s real, I feel it under my skin. With the headphones—wow.” Her shape wavers on the edge of his vision.

“Shit Reagan.”

“What?”

“Shit.” Payton closes his eyes, leans forward; breathes out.

“What?”

Can she say anything but ‘what’? A slow twang fills the silence between them. Payton’s aching voice whines out from a pair of clear dome-shaped speakers on his desk:

But I have so much to say…before you fade away…

She looks down and grinds her heel into the ground. “Jeez Payton, do you want me to stay for a little while?”

“No—no…You were on your way out? Just go.” Payton waves Reagan out of the room then turns the music up. Payton hears the sound of heels leaving over wood. “Wait! I—cha—…”

“What?”

He grips his hair. “You’d just”—he tries to shake it out of his head—”you really care *that* little?”

But I have so much to say…before you fade away…

“Stay?” He says. “Just for tonight.”

She shakes her head. “No.”

“Is it fixed then? Whatever made this impossible for you, is it fixed now?”

“What needs to be fixed will take time. This isn’t healthy anymore Payton.” She turns to leave, stops, takes out a receipt and scribbles something on its back. She holds it out; Payton slips it out from her fingers and examines it with care. “It will feel all right soon.” She squeezes his shoulder. “I really think so.” Reagan leaves. Payton cries into the slick strip of receipt. His back heaves in time to his tune.

But I have so much to say…before you fade away…

About the author

Caleb Jacobo

I’m a husband, father of five, and lifelong learner with a deep curiosity about how structured thinking can unlock deeper understanding and more effective problem-solving.

For over two decades, I’ve explored psychology, philosophy, technology, art, and faith—seeking patterns and connections across disciplines to build a cohesive, proof-based approach to thinking.

As someone on the autism spectrum, my mind naturally gravitates toward structure, systems, and deep analysis. Writing is how I refine my thoughts, clarify complex ideas, and ensure that insights are not just explored, but demonstrated and made applicable.

This blog is more than just a space for discussion—it is a living system for structured exploration, where creativity, business, philosophy, and personal growth intersect. Every post begins with my own thinking, and while I use digital tools to assist with clarity and organization, the reasoning, insights, and conclusions are entirely my own.

I write to think deeply, connect ideas across disciplines, and provide a structured framework that others can apply to their own work and lives. If that resonates with you, I hope you’ll stick around.

For more on my approach to writing and structured thought, see the About This Blog page.

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Human Patterns A Structured Exploration of the World, Top to Bottom